I just read on Thoomcare that the gem was placed back in the statue in Groar's Cave. Naturally, I wasn't involved because I didn't know it was taking place because I was taking a nap at the time. Evidentally, one must be clanning every single minute of the day to have even a slim chance at participating in anything beyond the very boring hunting for coins that I do day in and day out just to have enough money to keep my skin dyed and my library fees paid for. I just hope I can get cured so I can put this entire incident behind me and forget about ever participating in anything again. How fun it must be for Yor and Talin and Lister and Nightbird and all the others that got to participate. They weren't taking a nap so they got to be involved in helping all of Puddleby and in doing something different and exciting. I admit to sometimes wanting what they have but then it seems I've always flittered on the edges of society, walking among people but never really with them.
I know that these last three entries have been complaining and I'd much rather have written nothing about the Rowl incident or about how I helped but that's not how it turned out for me. I'm just unhappy about the entire event and I have nothing to show for it aside from fleas.
P.S. I do have to say that whomever created that statue was a real artist. The cracks are so natural I don't know whether they were put there on purpose or occured as the statue aged. The large blue eyes and the malformed arms and all of the other details capture the essence of a Lyfelidae with perfect clarity. Truely, the artist was a genius in his craft.
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cranky
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Sorry, I didn't know if that "OOC" was appropriate or not, but this comment is for the SWC, not Jeanne. Please try to remember Clan Lord is a game. It's not suppose to be annoying/angrifying. Well, at least I don't think it's suppose to. Yeah, some people are jerks and sometimes we miss certain opportunities, but it's not your fault. Don't let it get to you. Sure, this journal is IC, but we can all still tell you, as the person clicking for Jeanne, is very upset. Don't be. Sorry, that's all I've got to say.
I know Clan Lord is a game but it's a MMORPG and so it doesn't have to be fun all of the time. There are happy times and sad times and rewarding times and costly times much like life is. To keep what I'm experiencing in Clan Lord and to not affect SWC as much I keep this diary so I can write everything down not only to remember what I've been through but to ensure that the emotions don't get bottled up and affect me as much both IC and OOC. So don't worry, SWC isn't as upset about the situation as Jeanne is and I've mostly gotten over the disappointments so I'm not in the funk I was in a few days ago.