Jeanne and Moon Kitty

Today, the SDC is going to hunt on Kizmia's Island to find Rowl and the gem he took from the Lyfelidae statue after Growl left his normal sleeping area and moved to the hut on the north side of the island where that Thoom makes the boats.

I wasn't going to leave the library but Cinnamon reminded me that Shiner has my pelt so I went to get it. On the way, Lister sunstoned me about last week's clan meeting when we went to Gungla's Island to explore. We had Nyla as a guest who got lost on the way and left when Lister told her that we had no time to wait for her since she was too slow. In my hunt report I mentioned this incident and said that it was against the spirit of the Sun Dragon Clan and that this shouldn't happen again. Supposedly Lister and Nyla are involved in a relationship OOC and perhaps IC as well, not that it excuses his behavior. So, this is the conversation between Lister and myself with all of the other sunstones and happenings removed.

Lister thinks to you, "obviously Nyla is tainted"

You think to Lister, "What do you mean?"

Lister thinks to you, "you exaggerated the situation"

You think to Lister, "How is my supposedly exaggerating the solution related to Nyla being tainted?"

Lister thinks to you, "she's in the hut, ready to hunt, again, so obviously last week didn't affect her"

You think to Lister, "Just because she's in the hut doesn't mean she isn't affected by last week. I don't think I exaggerated anything and I stand by what I said. If you have anything further to say you can say it in the forums."

Lister thinks to you, "Well, I don't care much about it either way. Important thing is Nyla and I both care not about what you say"

You think to Lister, "I'll keep that in mind in the future."

Then, when I foolishly decided to come back on the KI raid, we had the following interchange.

You think to Lister, "You don't even realize how insulting your last comment to me was, do you."

Lister thinks to you, "of course I do"
Lister thinks to you, "the important thing is Nyla is here, bright eyed and bushy tailed"

You think to Lister, "No, the important thing is that you basically said that you don't care what I say or do. That you don't care that you told someone you supposedly care about to sod off because she was too slow and that because she's here today that makes it somehow okay."

Lister thinks to you, "well yea, that is still true, I don't care about what you do or say about me or us. Have I ever cared though?"

I was trying to figure out why I was so upset with what Lister said. I don't really know him all that well and vice-versa but his dismissive attitude towards me and what I did rankled. He didn't even seem to think that he did anything wrong because Nyla showed up on the clan hunt. As if her showing up made his actions the previous zodiac okay or that it made my criticisms of his actions exaggerated. I thought and thought and then decided why I was upset.

You think to Lister, "So, I'm just curious, is it my opinions and actions that you don't care about or is it everyone or a select few? I'm just wondering because after sticking up for someone you supposedly care about, I'm wondering just why exactly I should do that for you in the future. What's the point of being in a clan if you don't care about the opinions of your clan mates?"

Lister thinks to you, "sticking up for me in the future?"

You think to Lister, "To answer your earlier question, the SDC is supposed to support each other yet you have just dismissed whatever I have to say entirely. Why should I support you or criticize you if you don't think my opinions are worth anything? So, is it just me you have contempt for?"

Lister thinks to you, "you've only ever criticized, so i stopped paying attention"

You think to Lister, "Uhm, I do a lot more and say a lot more than just criticisms. Do you not listen to Sor because he criticizes? Do you always tune out people who say things you aren't interested in?"

So Lister just stopped paying attention to me because he thinks I criticize too much. He didn't bother telling me about his concerns with how I act or opinions of how I should change. He just stopped paying attention to me without letting me know. I am disgusted at his behavior and a clan mate who has such a lack of respect or consideration for me is a clan mate I will have nothing to do with.